Hawkbri

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A cage inside,
Evil bound and soundly,
Always rattlin the bars,
Always bangin at the walls,
Always wantin out.
A Monster inside.
I always fear it's escape.

I use it's voice for fun,
My control so absolute and sound,
Always rattlin it's walls,
Always bangin on the bars,
Always teasing it from without.
This Monster Inside.
I always fear it's escape.

I find now it's conscious,
So vile and sound,
Always so slick at the talk,
Always so hard to ignore,
Always sounding like a man,
The Shadow it truly is,
I always fear it's escape.

Found Love and Care outside,
So sweet and calm,
This beauty so fun and controlled.
Always keeping the unknown calm,
Always keeping the rape-inside away,
Always helping me keep control,
The proverbial leash I needed,
No longer fearing it's escape.

Broken promise of Love and Friendship,
So broken inside,
This beauty breaking my castle of glass.
The glue and glass and fire,
clogging, cutting and burning me so.
My once Iron Fortress in ruins, 
Become as glass and broken.
I now fear it's escape.

The beast I find,
It's cage still as metal,
it's door hinges bent and bending.
The beast, through it's tiny window,
I see it's grinning eyes, knowing...
I am broken inside.
This Monster, My Monster.
Wonka's acid high, The Danger,
It must be growing, for I keep on rowing,
I show no signs of slowing...
Will I find that one to calm a Monster?
Will I find the one that will calm My Monster?
Or will I become my Monster?
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New Era War

3 min read
Mexico, a once-awesome nation in it's own right... an Enemy now?
I find it to be a country that we could help, if we so took the time, yes, but over several generations, sadly, something we don't see. Something we allowed to stagnate over the last fifty years, created these new drug cartels... And here I offer a war, that will bring profits of people and gratitude and land. So-corrupt now is the government that the Cartels of Mexico have become so bold as to commandeer MILITARY hardware, and use it on our nation's federal and local border patrollers... Something that would have brought an outright war...
I say: NO MORE. It is time for the Cartels to GO, time to die. For the people who are innocent and simply want to live out their lives with their family, their children and their communities: HELP US HELP YOU. You want to be free of the Cartels? You want to be under our rules, laws, regulations, oversight and more? Want to be a citizen of the United States? Cry out unto the American government: HELP US! SAVE US! FREE US! And we are sure to come! When we come, you help our people, you guide them and you show them the cartels, the corrupted and those that would hurt you and us, to make easy money, and ruin our nations evermore with their works. Cry out unto the American Media: "Make us as states of your Union! Make us as under your government!" And you shall become part of the Union of the United States of America. You will share of our rules, regulations, laws and more. You will share of our views and our protections, and you will BETTER IT.
Simply help us help you. Help us kill those who would cause war, strife, fear. Help us bring peace and prosperity back TO the Mexican peoples, by first freeing them of the Cartels, and then freeing them of their government, so that we might absolve it, and absorb it, into our own. You need this. We don't want it, but we will do it for the sake of those trying to avoid the strifes of those poverty-stricken and now-war-torn cities. When the proverbial dust settles, in we shall bring a new age for your peoples. In we shall bring, a new order and peace for your peoples. In we shall bring those who once slipped our old borders, and in we shall bring those who will guide you and your people...
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I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone - if possible - Jew, Gentile - black man - white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness - not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost....

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little children - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. .....

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

-Charlie Chaplin
The Great Dictator Speech
The Great Dictator movie

Truly a moving speech, of proportions that would make anybody unhappy at the world, and want to FIX it. Would make people rise up once more against their leaders, and lead us into a new era of change, for better or worse. it makes a person wonder: does our government really CARE? Do they truly care for us? Or do they only care for the power?

When I led a corporation in EVE, I considered myself a good leader, a caring leader. I cared for my newbies and older members alike, and I did my best for them. I did my best not to micromanage, and did my best to macromanage, from peaceful mining operations and building of ships and modules and ammunitions, to maritime warfare leadership. I wasn't the best, but I didn't lead them as if I had no heart, or a mechanical heart, no! I led them WITH heart and mind! If a person and I didn't agree, they were free to leave with their earnings, with their ships and without preamble. Come another 15 years, I can see myself getting, actually moving, into government leadership. I would hope that my ideals will lead us, as a nation, as a world, or simply as a State, into a new way of living, to the start of making our way into what we know as EVE Online, we should be able to reach in under 500 years. We could have private and government organizations creating CAPSULEERS and IMMORTALS in under a thousand years, and we could have spacecraft, much less AIRcraft, being controlled by the human mind, being controlled in every single way, by a human mind... to have colonies being created in space that could hold thousands of people! TENS OF THOUSANDS! We could start already, with the materials the Russians ALONE used to create their massive reactor, and the french have one too, and the U.S. was supposed to have one here in Texas... but with the materials that went into those, we could create space stations, far more complex and capable that the 'i-s-s'... Which is a JOKE of a station, much less a colony... Why can't we do BETTER? Let's ROCK THIS UNIVERSE! If there are aliens out there, and I'm fairly sure we're not alone, then BY JOVE LET'S SHOW EM WHAT WE GOT! Let's bring humanity up to their standards and advance! Let's go build colonies on Mars and Luna and Uranus! Yes, the butt of all jokes, we could have a colony on it! And we could go FURTHER, we simply have to push the limits, and bring back more than we use up. If we can mine the asteroid belt, and find rare metals, or metals like titanium in them, composites as well, just imagine the BUSINESS that would be available, and the risky business ventures that could be undertaken to mine them! So much more business, and at the same time, we could create SPACEDOCKS and 'dry docks' for private businesses to create spacecraft! Imagine us creating titanic and colossal vessels that dwarf the largest aircraft carriers by 10 fold! Or even 100 fold! IMAGINE! The 'deathstar' sized vessels would no longer be 'improbable' or 'impossible'! They would be unwieldy, yes, but no longer impossible! That's where our imaginations could take us, if we LET THEM GROW! Instead of 'NASA says' or 'government says' or 'they say' that 'they're no longer sending astronauts to space!' NO! WE CAN STOP RIGHT THERE! RIGHT NOW! We KEEP PUSHING! We MUST become more efficient in our space-to-aircraft! Our engines must become better, our craft better and more! We shouldn't be getting LAX! NO! We KEEP PUSHING! 

As Walt Disney was quoted in saying "KEEP MOVING FORWARD!" in the movie MEET THE ROBINSONS! Surely that didn't inspire anyone?!? Does the game and story-series Warhammer 40k not inspire people!? Does StarCraft not!? Let's keep moving FORWARD! To war or to peace, we MUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD! For FREEDOM and for Joy! For sadness and trials! We will see many trials and tribulations, but that... is for ALL ventures. You cannot move forward if you don't feel some loss. Many people will die, yes, but we need to keep moving forward... So let's move forward together, yeah? Let's get past all the current administrations, push straight through the SUCK, and one day, we will all be astronauts should we desire it.... No more street thugging, no more acting the fool, no more failing in schooling, and there will be many who cry out "PROTECT THE ENVIRONMENT", and it will be a hard struggle, but we will break past them and move out into space, and bring our children with us, and if they want, the people who went against us, and bring them with us. We can bring hope and a shining future for us all, and yes it will be hard, and it will THOROUGHLY suck at first, but we can push straight through it, together... 

Let's keep moving forward...

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Why, God, WHY?

5 min read
Why, indeed. I see MANY people ask and, or, DEMAND this question from the Christian God of their parents, their children and their grandparents ALL the time. "WHY DID YOU LET HER DIE!?" "WHY DID YOU LET THIS HAPPEN!?" "WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY" to come to find... there was an answer they could not hear.
Here's an answer I've heard from God "I did not cause this, but I let it happen because of human FREE WILL," and this is an answer that CONFUSES and embitters people who do not understand an event. Sure, it drives people away from God, but it happens to happen because OF OUR FREE WILL. When I popped the tires on my car about two months ago, did I go "WHY GOD WHY?!?" No. I went "Dammit... my fault..." Because IT WAS. When I screw up, do I curse God? I try not to, but I may cuss excessively at my stupidity, because I can do some SERIOUSLY stupid shit... And I HAVE! That's the funny truth!
And then there's the far-from-funny truths... I've watched teenagers kill themselves, for no actual reason other than they've not gotten what they wanted, or even just BECAUSE they could... and I've mourned for them... especially last year when a child of the youth group killed herself in a way that even I am not privy too, nor have I the heartlessness to ask her parents or brothers how she killed herself. I was there for the funeral, and I saw one of her older peers, a former-neighbor of mine, just break down... a truly good guy, and he still is. Sadly, I think he has changed church groups now, because of the event. No, there was no abuse in the family, no wrong-doing on any persons' parts, but her own. We can ask "Why, God, why did you let this young girl, so full of life and love and chances at advancing beyond the church, to kill herself?" but we don't. We aren't blind or stupid to the matter, but we know it was her FREE WILL. 
Some may look at the God of Abraham, our God, and see so much family abuse around the world, and so much child rape and murder, and ask "Why do you let this happen, God!?" I know how to respond to that: "Free Will and Sin-Nature," the second being a very 'new' term for MOST people who are not familiar with the Bible. Sin-Nature:  Exodus 20:5-6 says "I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and the fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing lovingkindness to thousands [of generations], to those who love Me and keep My commandments"
Romans 5:12 "Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because all sinned"
Jeremiah 3:25 Let us lie down in our shame, and let our dishonor cover us. For we have sinned against the Lord our God, we and our fathers, from our youth even to this day, and we have not obeyed the voice of the Lord our God.”
For surely these verses cause MUCH debate and HATE towards God, oh yes indeed! Oh, but here's something interesting: I, myself, have felt this dishonor of the third verse I posted, and brought much down upon myself, and I have no idea whether one day, when I have a child of my own, if my child, my lover's child, will sin as we have, and for four generations will we be lucky to see when we might see a generation of my family that does far better than we will have done.

Now, for those who would scoff and jeer at me, I knew you would, for 2nd Peter 3 speaks of you! 

2 Peter 3:1-5

King James Version (KJV)

This second epistle, beloved, I now write unto you; in both which I stir up your pure minds by way of remembrance:

That ye may be mindful of the words which were spoken before by the holy prophets, and of the commandment of us the apostles of the Lord and Saviour:

Knowing this first, that there shall come in the last days scoffers, walking after their own lusts,

And saying, Where is the promise of his coming? for since the fathers fell asleep, all things continue as they were from the beginning of the creation.

For this they willingly are ignorant of, that by the word of God the heavens were of old, and the earth standing out of the water and in the water

Funny, though... this leads straight into Scientific history, of Creationism. How people will quote those who use reverse psychology to get their way into books with lies... I will laugh and onto my back lay as I sway to and fro, laughter filling the air. Right now, because of that copy/paste of that
2 Peter verse, the 'journal' system is messing up. I will expound upon verses should any interest be found in debating with or against me, and even talk WITH a person, civilly should they desire it. Goodnight!

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On this most dark and bleak days, when all seemed lost and omninous clouds of competency towered above us, we held fast to our traditions of being total shitheads and fought without mercy nor intelligence. We fought them in the stars, we fought them on the ground, we fought them across the galaxy. We never surrerendered, we never retreated; we stupidly held the line against all logic. We launched countless Rifters and Merlins at them hoping only to clog their cannons with our scorched wrecks. From battlefields far and wide, we rose. Not because we were brave, but because we wanted more explosions. From the ashes we stood, not defeated at all despite all logic and reasoning but victorious due to our sheer thickness. We are now at our highest point, expanding the most noble ideas of terribad and lulz to those who have been oppressed from them. We will ride out into the stars, space cow tipping and pillaging but not as conquerors, but as liberators. Many years from now, fellow tards and austics alike will look back at us and say, "This was their finest hour."

Attention peons,

As you might of noticed, you have been selected to offer s̶a̶c̶r̶i̶f̶i̶c̶e̶s̶ v̶i̶r̶g̶i̶n̶s̶ sluts to the God-King! This is a glorious honor! However, as a less civilized organization, you might be tempted to fight for your mothers' honor. If you choose to fight we will bring forth the full force of the 9th Asperger's Brigade. Should hostility occur, we shall extract a much more valueable tribute. Our demands are as follows:
- The Sudetenland (delivered to our station)
- The Holy Grail filled with Josef Stalin's man-juice
- One million elite slaves
- One Probe sacrifriced per day of combat
- One Bantam full of Plex
- Ten Zephyr blue print originals


If I do not receive any communications back I will assume that I will have my first shipment of sluts by tomorrow's eve.

Your one and only,
God-King Angry Onions
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